Fuck you

iamgolden @ 2005-05-07T23:51:00

2005-05-08T04:53:28Z

ihave an awesome job...i was in the newspaper today

iamgolden @ 2005-04-18T13:13:00

2005-04-18T18:24:02Z

there are some people out there that just dont give a shit about other people's feelings. they will want you around only when they need you, after that they throw you away again. it has taken me way to long to finally not want to deal with it anymore. i have lost alot of really good friends because of this. its sucks that it has taken me long...im sorry to anyone i have hurt. hopefully it will be gone for good

i think im in love...but not with you

iamgolden @ 2005-04-14T18:22:00

2005-04-14T23:24:46Z

i turned 20. im ready to get out of alabama...2 more months

iamgolden @ 2005-03-18T17:11:00

2005-03-18T23:13:35Z

kings of leon tomorrow night, the mars volta in april, the decemberist in may, and bonnaroo in june! how fucking bad ass is that....AARON SIMPSON IS THE FUCKING MAN!

iamgolden @ 2005-03-13T13:20:00

2005-03-13T19:27:37Z

faces in the trees, party in southside, the double gates, attacked by ants at moss rock. last night was one of the best nights i have had in a while.

im going to MARS VOLTA in atlanta!

iamgolden @ 2005-03-03T18:47:00

2005-03-04T00:48:06Z

Your day breaks, your mind aches
You find that all the words of kindness linger on
When she no longer needs you

She wakes up, she makes up
She takes her time and doesnt feel she has to hurry
She no longer needs you

And in her eyes you see nothing
No sign of love behind the tears
Cried for no one
A love that should have lasted years!

You want her, you need her
And yet you dont believe her when she said her love is dead
You think she needs you

And in her eyes you see nothing
No sign of love behind the tears
Cried for no one
A love that should have lasted years!

You stay home, she goes out
She says that long ago she knew someone but now hes gone
She doesnt need him

Your day breaks, your mind aches
There will be time when all the things she said will fil your head
You wont forget her

And in her eyes you see nothing
No sign of love behind the tears
Cried for no one
A love that should have lasted years!

iamgolden @ 2004-12-20T01:20:00

2004-12-20T07:45:55Z

these past 4 months have probably been the worst 4 months of my life

iamgolden @ 2004-11-04T14:20:00

2004-11-04T20:26:49Z

montevallo is turning out to be better than i thought it would be

iamgolden @ 2004-10-25T17:29:00

2004-10-25T22:32:12Z

i have packed all of my shit from the apartment now its time for me to leave.

iamgolden @ 2004-10-15T04:00:00

2004-10-15T09:02:21Z

leaving a room full of memories is hard. i am going to miss this place and these people.

iamgolden @ 2004-10-15T03:49:00

2004-10-15T08:54:16Z

I received a message from my brother across the water
He sat laughin' as he wrote the end's in sight
So I said goodbye to all my friends
And packed my hopes inside a matchbox
'Cause I know it's time to fly

Come on, meet me in the morning, Meet me in the middle of the night
The morning light is comin', don't it make you wanna go and feel alright

I just jumped a train that never stops,
So now somehow I'll know I never finished payin' for my ride
Just n' someone pushed a gun into my hand
Tell me I'm the type of man to fight the fight that I'll require

Come on, meet me in the morning, Meet me in the middle of the night
The morning light is comin', don't it make you wanna go and feel alright

Oh, mama, well I think it's time I'm leavin'
Nothin' here to make me stay
Whoa, mama, well it must be time I'm goin'
They're knockin' down them doors
They're tryin' to take me away

Please Mr. Brakeman, won't you ring your bell. And ring loud and clear
Please Mr. Fireman, won't you ring your bell
Tell the people they got to fly away from here

I once saw a picture of a lady with a baby
Southern lady, had a very, very special smile
We are in the middle of a change in destination
When the train stops, all together we will smile
Oh, meet me in the morning. Won't you meet me in the middle of the night, night, night
Everybody know the mornin' time is comin'
Don't it make you wanna feel alright. Ah, ah, yeah
Make me feel alright. Fly now, baby
Get to fly, yeah. Fly now, baby

day 4....i should sleep to make it go by faster

2004-10-09T20:15:02Z

There are places I remember
All my life though some have changed
Some forever, not for better
Some have gone and some remain

All these places have their moments
With lovers and friends I still can recall
Some are dead and some are living
In my life I've loved them all

But of all these friends and lovers
There is no one compares with you
And these memories lose their meaning
When I think of love as something new

Though I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them
In my life I love you more

Though I remember I’ll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I’ll often stop and think about them
In my life I’ll love you more

In my life I’ll love you more

im not really in the mood to party tonight...i just want to sleep

iamgolden @ 2004-10-01T02:26:00

2004-10-01T07:29:16Z

I need you to hear. I need you to see.
That I have had all I can take
And exploding seems like a definite possibility
To me
So Pardon me while I burst into flames.
Ive had enough of the world, and its peoples mindless games
So Pardon me while I burn, and rise above the flame
Pardon me, pardon me. Ill never be the same.

iamgolden @ 2004-09-02T13:34:00

2004-09-02T18:37:19Z

i am in montevallo now, it isnt as bad as i thought it would be.

things are getting way to confusing for me...

iamgolden @ 2004-09-01T14:18:00

2004-09-01T19:47:39Z

FUCK YOU! YOU SORRY PEICE OF SHIT! I FUCKING HATE YOU AND HOPE YOU ROT IN HELL!!!!

i need this vacation from here

iamgolden @ 2004-08-31T21:33:00

2004-09-01T03:01:27Z

sometimes i want to leave this place. im tired of the drama, im tired of always thinking someone is going to be mad at me...im tired of feeling this way

i want to go ireland

2004-08-27T13:41:22Z

im leaving saturday to go back to montevallo...i am supposed to be gone at least a week, but i might stay longer depending on how things are.i will still be coming to birmingham to work...montevallo to birmingham....that is a long god damn drive to make everyday! im not going to miss to many people

KEG PARTY TONIGHT! BE HERE!!!!!

im tired of hurting

iamgolden @ 2004-08-24T23:24:00

2004-08-25T04:26:15Z

will you call? will you ever call again? will i sit every time and wait for that call?

iamgolden @ 2004-08-21T07:18:00

2004-08-21T12:23:35Z

the past few weeks havent been great. im confused to what the problem is, sometimes i think i know what it is...i just cant let it go...

iamgolden @ 2004-08-18T01:13:00

2004-08-18T06:14:06Z

i never though i would be on probation...

iamgolden @ 2004-08-10T05:47:00

2004-08-10T10:50:13Z

moss rock, pop tarts and hawaiian punch, cards...

im tired of watching the sun come up

my off day

2004-08-05T03:31:46Z

i sat waiting and waiting, nothing happend....i hope tomorrow isnt the same

iamgolden @ 2004-07-26T07:15:00

2004-07-26T12:15:58Z

Then as it was,
Then again it will be.
Though the course may change sometimes,
Rivers always reach the sea.

Like stars of fortune,
Each has separate rays.
On the wings of maybe,
Down in birds of prey.
Kind of makes me feel sometimes,
I didnt have to grow.
But as the eagle leaves the nest,
He got so far to go.

Changes fill my time,
Baby thats all right with me.
In the midst I think of you,
And how it used to be.

Did you ever really need somebody?
And really need them bad.
Did you ever really want somebody?
The best love you ever had.
Do you ever remember me baby?
Did it feel so good.
Because it was just the first time,
And you knew you would.

Turn the eyes and I sparkle,
Senses growing keen.
Tasting love along the way,
See your feathers preen.
Kind of make you feel sometimes,
Didnt have to go.
We are eagles of one nest,
The nest is in our souls.

Vixen in my dreams,
With great surprise to me.
Never thought Id see your face,
The way it used to be.
Oh darling, oh darling.

Im never gonna leave you.
Ten years gone, holding on, ten years gone.

iamgolden @ 2004-07-18T22:17:00

2004-07-19T03:19:02Z

There was a time, I used to call you on my very own
We were so happy woman, Talkin' for hours and hours on the telephone

Then one day, I set you up to walk right outta my life
Leavin' me all by myself, All alone, to cry every night

(Babe...) oooh, I want you to come back home yeah (come on home)
(oooh yeah) Sweet little girl (ooh yeah, been gone so long)
been away so long

(Babe...) Baby, please come home (come on home) hoome yeah...
I know, (ya been gone too long) been away so long
(Babe...) I want you to please come home, oh (come on hooome...)

So I made up my mind, I gonna crawl right back to you woman
I'm gonna plead and plead and plead, yeah, 'Till you're here by my side
I can't even walk down the same old streets we used to walk down
'Cause I keep thinkin about all the good times
Keep thinkin' about it, I wanna make you mine

Babe, babe, babe, please (come on home, yeah) (come on home)
(You've been gone too long)

iamgolden @ 2004-07-17T10:33:00

2004-07-17T15:34:12Z

this weekend sucks